I thought that my "friends" trusted me enough to make the right decision and I sure as hell expected their support if I ever needed it. Shows what I know.

Since nobody goes on this site save for a few people from school I'm not going to explain the recent situation but all I can say is that I can't believe no-one supported,backed me or even respected me enough to try to see where I was coming from.

I always believed that you can tell alot about people from their friends, and if they are willing to pick this other person over me then I lose my respect for them.

Just ask yourself if you think you may be one of those people: Is going on somebodies website to mock and insult them (because you have no concept or understanding of friendship) just?

And, when the people at this site insult you back, is it justifiable to destroy something they enjoy because of it, or is this petty?

And then, when confronted and asked to repair the damage, is it right to expect your "friends" to back you up, despite it being your actions which they had nothing to do with which have caused these problems?

I dont really care if people dont agree with me on this, if they do, maybe they will regain my respect (not that having my respect means anything), but; if they dont, it will confirm my thoughts.

I dont suppose many people will ever encounter frustration of the same degree as I have at the moment. Basically my frustration is that I know I am right, I know my actions were justified and I know the other person is in the wrong, is being petty and is pathetic. The only thing I dont know for sure is why people are backing him.

He has insulted me, he has ruined something I get -got- a lot of fun out of, he has turned my friends against me and he has used his 'friends' in his childish little game. And on the other hand all I have done is try to defend myself, my friends and my property.

Where have I crossed a line? Why is everyone too stupid to see my point of view? Why wont they help me? Why can they tolerate such a retard in their midst? How can they see my actions as unwarranted? Why are they letting him get away with it?

Ah well, I spent most of Year 7 without any friends and I would rather not mix than mix with idiots. And, if you are taking his side, then you are an idiot. Also, if you aren't taking a side, you are allowing his misdeeds to go unhindered, which may as well be taking his side.

Update: Perhaps I went over the top, but I still want for people to see my side, I offered solutions to deal with my problem, and they werent asking for alot but all I got was blanket "No's", if someone had given me an alternative I hadn't seen, then hell that would have been to the good - thats not what happened though is it? I suppose I could use a quote, it'll describe better than I could I was "dying nobly for a cause", or as I would word it "drowning in holy water".

If the last few days have shown me anything it is that not everyone holds themselves to the standard I hold myself to. I would never dream of ruining someones fun, even if I resented it. I would also never dream of allowing someone who did that to talk to me, let alone be in my circle of friends. I have been naive I suppose. I never though people could be so petty and cruel. He took something I got alot of fun out of, and destroyed it. Sure, the item was been replaced (by me and my friends), but it isn't the same. It is like ashes in my mouth. I don't know if I'll ever be able to respect my "friends" in the way I did before these events and I feel that humankind has taken a turn for the worse, yet it hasn't changed. My eyes have just been opened to how people are, and I don't like what I see.